Today was one of those days that really “pinched” my emotions, with plenty of ups and one down. My heart survived it all, so here I am, still alive, talking to you and that is good.
I met new people which was exciting. Four of them were Brazilians and the way I got to them was because they have a hobby… which is… guess… guess…. yes bingo, you got it… scrapbooking! Panama City has three scrapbooking shops. One is actually an art shop that has a small scrapbooking corner. The other is really good for stamps and the third one is pure bliss, pure scrapbooking and that is how I connected with one of these ladies who then introduced me to the other ones… you know how it goes, it’s the domino effect all over, really cool!
The other lady who I also met, is an American married to a Panamanian who has lived in Singapore. There, by chance, they met some good friends we have, who have, via the virtual world, introduced us to them. The chemistry was also a great one, especially when talking to each other, we found out that we had both lost long loving dogs in the same week. We lost gorgeous Carlota and they lost Bobby who was 13 years old. We also discovered that her hobby is photography, that as most of you know, is something very close to my heart too!!
Then, after these ups, along came the low. I went to the vet to collect Carlota’s ashes that came with a nice card from team there and once again, I was able to talk about her passing, confirming that her actual passing was peaceful without any fits nor painful for her. The infection that started in her intestine was already largely showing in her urine, hence the frequent peeing on her last night here with us. Joel and I will take her ashes to a specific Pacific Ocean beache she visited on a weekend outing we had. This way, we will have Siggy, our absolutely cute, gorgeous and so gentle Golden Retriever, who passed away while we were in HK and whose ashes were sprinkled on that extreme of the Pacific Ocean and now Carlota, sprinkled on this side of the vast Pacific. Who knows they meet halfway, hey?
Here are some pictures for you to enjoy.Panama City has quite a few parks. One of them, is right by the sea and it's called "Cinta Costera" or Coastal Belt. It's really nice, loads of space for pedestrians, a bicycle route, playing areas for kids, parking and a wonderful scenery.
Part of old Panama or "Panama Viejo".
Pacific Ocean beaches in and around Coronado
a great post from a great lady. yes, life does go on after a loss, and although grieving, you are able to find joy and friends. love the idea of sprinkling the ashes and that old friends siggy and carlota will be reunited. thank you for sharing that sweet bit.
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